Sunday, January 14, 2007

Am I the most stupid person in this world!!!....

why cant i trust someone completely.... why am i not able to think that,that someone is unselfish ..
why I am always so insecure abt my essence .. why i want that,that someone, who is special..to think about me, think abt me always... why am i so possessive in this regard.. why i always end up imagining pessimistic things... why am i writing this down.... is it becoz, i am the most stupid person in this world!!!!!!

I think i am being stupid becoz i am placing the key to my happiness in some other person's hand.. but is that wrong....

I had happiness with me being the center of my universe.. slowly the idea of someone else at that position came into me... from then onwards it has been different... dont know what made me think of those ideas .. sayad umra ka dosh ho...
but now my new definition of happiness is due to that change only..nd i am not sure whether its temporary or permanent..i may get that happiness n may get fed up with it.. so am i wise in pursuing it... but again how will i be sure of it until i pursue it to the end...

huhh.. i am laughing rt now.. coz i am confused...
there is no value i place for my life of now... i think i have a built a black hole inside me... which sucks every happiness...

this is dangerous...
u c... i am still surviving .. i am out here in this world.. heartless,jealous, cruel & intelligent enuff to hide it and even take advantage... so beware!!!!!!

19 Comments:

Blogger saurabh said...

psycho movie ka kahani likh..
waise this is true for every1.. atleast for me [:)]
its just u got the courage to accept it..

aur psycho movie banate hain..
kya bolta hai??

suru

5:47 AM  
Blogger Avinash singh said...

very gd idea... kum se kum is mamle me to kuch achieve kar hi lenge...

but us movie me villain ka role hum karenge.. :D

11:44 AM  
Anonymous sonik said...

movie ban jaye to bata dena, will watch for sure [:D]. and i guess it happens with everyone at one point of time. what matters is how you act when it does happen.

12:54 AM  
Blogger Avinash singh said...

@sonik..

Really gd to c ur comment.. so hows post-job peaceful life going on???

nd i am trying my level best to be good.. but really its a sine curve .. swinging between both extremes..

2:35 AM  
Blogger Voice said...

time to take revenger ... huahuahhahaha

u r the most stupid person in this world :P.

4:01 AM  
Blogger Voice said...

revenge*

remember the status message
am i the biggest thula of iitkgp

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Blogger Avinash singh said...

@voice..

he he.. revenge is a dish.. which is best when served cold..

but itna bhi nahi ki yaad dilana pade.. :D

waise bhi ab marte waqt koi jhooth nahi bolta .. dekh kyunki hum marenge to tere ko saath leke marenge...

10:17 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ur a sick man...

10:29 PM  
Anonymous sonik said...

post-job life is bliss, now enjoying old age at kgp :D

4:45 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

congrats!!!!
u r as much normal as any other human being living in the entire length and breadth of this planet. I wud again, like to know the source of inspiration.

7:03 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

here i wud like to make one thing very clear that am not the same anonymous who called u sick....tht person better remain anonymous.

7:06 AM  
Blogger Avinash singh said...

@anonymous..1
if i am a sick man so are you..

@anonymous2..

thank you.. for the comment as well as for assuring to me that i am normal:)
nd is it necessary that there always be a source of inspiration.. still if u want to know nething i will tell u.. pakka wala promise..:D

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Blogger dumka said...

this is not the person i know, something has got into his mind, some evil spirit has seeped into you it seems. God bless you dear friend, aisa kyon sochte rahte ho..seems u r feeling low..kya hua ?? Ab bata bhi do

10:01 AM  
Blogger Avinash singh said...

hmm .. now i also am in serious doubt.. kahi main pagla to nahi gaya naa..

dekh bhai yeh sab aise hi likha .. nd agar sach me kuch hua hai then i also am not able to realise it kyunki kar paata realise to dur kar leta problems..
tc .. bye.. nd enjoy

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are yeh to pata hi nahin chal paaya itne dino se... !

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